Sleeping Alone

I'm not good when it comes to dating and I'm not good at letting someone know that I'm interested in them or that I'm not interested and I often take too much time and thinking over how I could avoid hurting someone in the emotional type and sometimes I don't care and sometimes I don't want to go to sleep even though I'm tired and sometimes I can't go to sleep even when I'm tired and sometimes I go on for no apparant reason but to get the point across to myself that I am hopelessly befriending and unfriending and I'm cold and I want a blanket to make the cold go away and I want to go outside and I don't want to go to sleep alone but I am okay with sleeping alone but it'd still be nice if I weren't and I want to sleep but I can't sleep but I can sit and think it all over.