A Day

What have I gotten into?
I like your lip, even when it's swollen or pierced

and where are you when I cannot find anything to throw at the past that I find myself looking down at
Just telling me to look up
I'm moving
and so are you.
"She was elusive; she was today; she was tomorrow..."

As precocious our relationship
(yes)
Never, in the years of kissing I've experimented with
No one ever, ever kissed me with the intentions of proving something; providing something; showing something
"Kiss me like it means something."
Maybe he was pretending to mean it
God, no one has ever kissed me like that.
I'm still in the air
I'm still closing my eyes to it, I'm shaking, I'm half smiling/half trying to breathe
The feel of everything sticks and I cannot think
No one ever kissed me like that.

Then, I Made New Friends 

Improved My Work Ethic 

Cut My Hair